About me

26 year old man, with no career, no savings, in debt, non existent social skills, skinny and scrawny, undisciplined, jealous, envious, hateful, socially anxious, a liar, no identity or original personality.

This all stems from a toxic mix of unavailable and strict parents, and being bullied in and outside of school.

I have a victim mentality. A voice that keeps saying “why me?”, “I didn’t deserve this”.

And though that may be right, I can’t change with this mindset.

At the beginning of this journey, I had 700 days to reach a couple of goals that I had promised myself.

Now those 700 days have become 460 days…

The clock is ticking. People who have less time than me are excelling far beyond my goals.

I need to Expand my experiences. I need to become that man I want and need to be.

Here are some of my goals that I promised myself that I would reach within the 700 days.

Goals and stuff

• Becoming the man that I want to be
• Being ready for Everything
• Doing everything that I’ve wanted

These Goals were to guide me into making the most of my life.

A little more detail.

Becoming the man that I want to be

This goal includes a list of values and characterisics that I’ve wanted to adopt.

Here are the following characteristics:

• Indifferent (to the opinions, actions and thoughts of others, as well as outside events. Though not unemotional, but not letting these things stop me.)
• Courageous (Not socially anxious. Doing things that I fear and pushing myself beyond my limits.)
• Disciplined (always been lazy and had a lack of drive.)

The people that I look up to with these characteristics are the following…

• Marcus Aurelius, for the indifference and courage.
• Napoleon, for his drive.
• Diogenes the Cynic, for his indifference.
• Goku (anime character), for all of the above.

The Pathway is clear to me. The things that I have to do is also clear to me.