Slow day today.
The problem is obviously the putting off of habits till the last minute, which is how I stopped studying the CCNA a couple months back.
I need a set time to do it and I cannot miss it for the world. I will set the time for CCNA as 12pm and I cannot miss this. With Developement at 2pm for now.
I must treat each habit like a sacred act, because it is.
It’s creating the man I wish to become.
Things that I did well
- Was more aware of my feelings and emotions.
- Took initiative and talked to an old friend, even though I was scared for some reason and very timid.
- Got most of my habits done.
Things I will do better tomorrow
- Stop my daydreaming and naps halfway throughout the day.
- Do my habits on time.
- Write down affirmations clearly
- Think on how to better handle myself with others who have wronged me.
Am I close towards my goals?
- Be ready for my fate
- No. Because Iam still attached to the opinions and validation of others.
- Become the man that I want to be
- No. Because I am still not indifferent to the opinions of others. I view people as better than me, and me as worthless for some reason when I am interacting with them. The man I want to be looks at the world with curiosity and has little to no anxiety. He has fun and looks to have fun, rather than constantly thinking about being a people pleaser.
- Yes. Because I did my habits (disciplined)
- Done everything I want
- Yes. Because I am putting myself out there, going out, meeting new people and doing things I actually want to do.