700 Days

457 Days left

Went Shopping, Planned out future blog updates.

Recap

It was a quiter day today.

I met with a friend, played some pickleball. Won some games.

I’ve dialed in the things I need to do in terms of this blog, and what I want from the content.

My goals need to be seperate from things that I cannot control.

Things that I did well

  • Was social with a new person.
  • Took awareness to my thoughts and how I act around these social situations and how I mimic some other people rather than being myself, as well as realising that I am always thinking about the other person and if they like me. This is something I want to change.
  • Rather than rot in bed all day, I went out and went shopping.
  • Did my most important habits (ccna, and development)

Things I will do better tomorrow

  • Think about the problem that has come back in terms of jealousy and envy and also forgiveness.
  • Be kinder to people, even if they have been harsh on you in the past, they were doing what they thought was right and not out of malice.
  • Stop daydreaming and sleeping. Sleep only at night, and once out of bed, don’t go back. I need to fix this sleeping schedule.
  • Do all my habits. I say that the most important habits are CCNA and Development, but to be honest, all of them encompass that man I wish to be.
  • Think about affirmations and which ones to write out.
  • Think more on the man I want to be, and how he acts in different situation and feelings and emotions.

Am I close towards my goals?

  1. Be ready for my fate
  • No. Because Iam still attached to the opinions and validation of others.
  1. Become the man that I want to be
  • No. Because I am still not indifferent. *refer to the 1st goal.
  • Yes. Because I did my habits (disciplined)
  1. Done everything I want
  • Yes. Because I am putting myself out there, going out, meeting new people and doing things I actually want to do.